Lessons I gained are priceless,

It made me who I am,heartless,

Sometimes I walk around blank and clueless,

Im actually pathetic but I call maself the coolest,

I decided to live life to the fullest,

Afterall,pain is meaningless,

It thought me many things,

It pulled together many strings,

Problems bounced back at me like a thousand springs,

I just fucked ‘em all up as ma rap sings,

I am who I am bcoz of a bitch,

She sucked all ma mercy like a mothafuckin leech,

She forced me under a bridge,

I didn’t stay under,I rose up bitch,

N im standin here ready to teach,

Anyone whos willin to reach,

Please do not hesitate to ditch,

All ur problems and do not get hitched,

I aint sayin all the girls are bitches,

Im just sayin most of them are bitches,

They become our first sex teachers,

Well fuck off bitches,

Ive got a mom and shes a women ,

Im sure u already know that,its common,

But why cant u bitches b like her?

One cock aint enough for u bitches?

And u bitches only want the richest,

Some may say I over react,

That I judge based on one bitch,

Come on people,

I mean every syllable,

Ma lyrics are nothing but cynical,

Ma perception is now critical,

Every single word I spit,

Every single verse I hit,

Every single thing I did,

I’d never do without thinkin,

U bitches are on a boat that’s sinkin,

All im doin here is winkin,

Im probably hurt deep inside,

But im ever ready to fight,

I aint never ever ever goin to hide,

The pain and the grieve I suffered inside,

Fight,fight, im gona fight,

Ma fights right,its gona be mothafuckin tight,

Ma fights gona reach a whole new height!

They say rap is sayin what u feel,

Expresin about the things u deal,

Not hidin anythin even if u kill,

Well its time for those mouths to seal,

Its time to hear what I feel,

Rap is more then that,

It deals with facts,

Keeps integrities intact,

The fact that im fat,

Can be expressed in rap,

No ones gona question ma flaps,

U know why? Coz Its motherfukin rap,

Rap gains respect,

Lyrics fly past like a car takin a lap,

The meanings ,deep and abstract,

Rhymes flow like water from a tap,

They mean something,it aint no crap,

U say rap sucks? Well u earn ma slap,

Juz shut the fuk up and learn to clap,

Half the shit I write sometimes ticks me of,

But its shit that releases ma stress,

I just love to press,

Press ma self into a fukin cast,

Lifes a movie afterall,

Im an actor and I’ll stand tall,

I’ll kick motherfuckers like they were balls,

Through ma rap of corz,listen up,RAP calls!

Ma lyrics may nt b the best u’ve seen,

Well this is the best ive been,

Some where to lean,

So if u don’t like ma lyrics,I aint too keen,

Coz im gona continue to spill this shit,

So just try to fit,

Get ur candles lit,

Try to sit back n listen to the shit I spit,

I love rap more then me,

That was before I begined to see,

How much rap I had in me,

U think im boastin?

Well u tought right,

i aint gona fight,

u aint gona change ur sight,

I learned how to stand up for what I believe,

I aint gona be deceived,

Raps gona live in me as long ma blood flows,

Till ma heart beat slows,

Till ma legacy goes,

Ma rhymes still flows,

Ma rap still glows,

Bounce!

I live in a small housing area with very few houses in it.Recently there was a big housing project that came right bside our housing area.At first,it was just a typical project with minimized disturbance to us but as time went on they started the piling work.They smashed the pillars onto the soil with heavy duty machines used to build monster buildings.This started causing cracks in all of our houses.Who knows what it did to the soil underground.I mean,earth movement is the most unpredictable thing and a very dangerous thing.The cracks were major.This nt only damaged our property but is a potential life threataning situation.

What happened then was,everyone in the housing area gathered and decided to go to MDM (Majlis Daerah Manjung) to actually  to rectify this matter.Even that didnt stop the contractor who i refer to as the “Rich Guy”. Drastic measures were then taken. The Perak Menteri Besar was informed and he showed up yesterday mornin.A very humble and cool person considerin his status.We escorted him to the construction site and the RIch Guy was there.Even before the MB started talkin,the Rich Guy spoke in a harsh tone with no respect what so ever.He said ” u dont stop my work,i’ll put it in black n white n i’ll pay compensation bt dt u dare stop my work”.How rude is that?  He’s the MB for gods sake.The MB told him to just put in black and white and the MB assured us he’ll solve this for us.IM sure hoping so.

I was extremely surprised today to find that racist Malaysians still exist. I’ve gota admit,im vry disapointed!I actualy got a place in University Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR),which is located in Petaling Jaya and i was findin for a room to stay.Accomodation is unfortunately not provided by the university which made room huntin far more challengin.I called roughly 30 to 40 room owners only to find two rooms available.Desperacy creeped in at this stage so i had no choise but to grab either one of these rooms.One room was owned by a chinese women and the other one was owned by an indian.The chinese room was far cheaper then the Indian room so i had my aunty to go have a look at the room .My dad banked in the deposit and the first month rental into my aunts account for her to pay the chinese women if she was satisfied with the room.During my aunts visit to the room, the chinese women totally refused to accept an indian.My aunt some how convinced the lady and made her accept me bt the chinese lady set a condition sayin that my room mate cnt b an indian.

Well,that condition sounded fair enough considerin the fact that she didnt want an indian at all in the first place.Right after that conversation took place,the Chinese lady popped up the most contrevercial question…”Itu india hitam ka ,putih putih punya?”.How dumb is that? Then she made a remark sayin that ” putih ptih punya india baik sikit,itu hitam punya semua tak boleh guna”.Thats realy ofendin rite? My aunt screwed the lady. We eventualy had to take the indian guys room eventho it was very expensive.

HOw could a Malaysian citizen b so racist?? We live in a multi racial country ppl. We r Indians and we r dark.NOt all of us  r fair.DEal with it! Its who we r.

I watched Fitna by geert wilders on youtube right after i saw the hindu discriminating video that i wrote about earlier and the movie isnt luyin is it? Muslims use  the name of god(jihad) to kill non muslims who are innocent whom they label non-believers.But i aint sayin its wrong…Geert wilders does!

“Our God is the only God and There is no other”.This is what the Muslims blieve strongly.Sure,all religion stresses that its god is the only god but only MUslim ppl go to the extend of actually killing ppl who dont embrace their blieves.They feel that its their responsibility to actualy teach us about Islam and get us into heaven because all the “non-blievers” are definitely goin into hell.If they dont succedd in converting the no-believers,they’ll juz go around killin ppl.Again,i aint sayin its wrong,Geert wilders does!

What ever the case is,Fitna rockz.Not bcoz its an anti-muslim movie but bcoz it simply reveals the truth!

cheers!

Let me make a few things clear first.I aint here to discriminate Islam or its followers but im rather suprised by what some muslims can do.For example,i saw this guy on youtube who was born as a hindu,raised as a hindu and lived as a hindu for almost 30 years and he converted into  Islam  after his marrieage  to  a  Malay women.He was condemning the hindu practices and blieves in that video and he actualy teached his audience how to convert hindu ppl into Islam.The best part is,his parents are still Hindus.

In that video,he prayed to Allah and he asked Allah to open his parent’s heart and mind and embrace Islam so that they would enter heaven and not hell.How the hell would he knw? He’s point there was all muslims would  nter heaven and the non muslims would definitely nter hell. All i can say to that guy is ,GO TO HELL!

My question here is,why do Muslims care so much to convert us? Why cant they just mind their own bussiness? You dont see a Hindu trying to convert a muslim do u? Im not being buyers here as im a Hindu myself but the Muslims do this to everyone.They condemn every relligion available and they blieve everything they do and practice is right.I think thats not right!

Islam definitely has its plus points otherwise it wouldnt have so many followers but if the Muslims can get rid of this attitude,things would b better.

Sorry if this post offended anyone but that video on youtube offended me.

  After a long time,here i am blogging again! Lets just say i was on a journey.A journey of self realisation organised by the government itself.They named it National Service. Sure it was torturing at times,but i never realy felt the torture a hundred percent because i had friends who were family to me for three months.We shared our happy times,our hard times,our achievements,our downfalls,our spirit,our food,our drinks and many other things imaginable.We actually forgot our friends outside because we were so attached to each other.They were like brothers to me,always with me through the hard times and never making me feel alone.Of corz i was there for them to.

   The teachers there were very different.They can be the meanest ppl on earth to us yet we still loved them.They constantly tested our mental strength in many ways.If there were any stolen stuff or money,they would punish all of us till early in the morning hoping that someone would admit that he took it but that was obviously not gona happen.So we knew that was one way they test our mental strength.Eventough these punishments were cruel,we actually learned to have some fun during the punishments.We would just smile at each other,embrace our selfs and just go through the punishments with an open heart.It isnt as easy as it sounds but if we keep a positive mind,nothing is imposible.Thats somethn i learned is ns ppl! How cool is that?

    The comandent of the camp Major Mansor bin Zakaria,a very soft spoken man yet optimistic person had odd ways of makin us more disciplined.He made us march everywhere we went.Even when it was our meal time,we had to march from our dorm area to the dining hall.This was a tough thing to follow but it made our marching outstanding.He also made us wear long sleeve shirts with tie n tucked in with nice pants during our daily night meetings.He blieved with nice atire,we potray high levels of discipline.Well,i couldnt agree less! He was right,we did behave better.Our comandent was football crazy to,he spent alot on our camp’s futsal team.Thank god,they bcame the zone champs and went on to become the second runner up in the national championships.Congrats guys!

   Next in line is the physical module.Cikgu Yusoff,the most feared guy in the camp was the head of the physical module.He was a fit old man with long ‘misai’ bending upwards at both  tips.Fierce looking man and he screamed at us every single day.Very strict guy,bet he was the most beloved teacher.Extremely disciplined when it comes to work,but out of the workin time,he was the most fun guy to b with.He had his own way of teachin us marching.He would scream ‘kirip kanan krip’ as in left right left to those who failed to do so.He also screamed ‘tak paham paham’ to those who over ruled him in anythin.’Tok misai’ was the name given to him.

    Towards the end of the camp,they had alot of practices for the closing ceremony.We had to stand for hours during these training sessions.It was the toughest period of all.Trainees would just faint on the marching ground which is made of tar.Again,we managed to just blend in and go through it smoothly.Before we knew it,camp was going to be over.Towards the end,things got a lil bit tough for me.The long hours on the marching ground was one thing,my precious handphone got stolen.This made me depresed.The morning my phone got stolen,i fainted! Imagine how depresed i was…Luckily on the final day during the real closing ceremony i didnt faint.Yet,45 other trainees did! Despite the continuos faintin,the closing ceremony was fine.

   The next day was the day to leave camp and go back home.At the begining of the camp,we were waitin for the ending,but towards the ending we were cravin for the begining! Does that make sense at all??? I think u get the point.So many memories together,hardships,happiness and experiences shared together and all of a sudden we had to go apart.It was the saddest thing i’ve experienced in a long long time.Tears was on auto pilot that day.Ns was an experience of a life time.

   Kem rekreasi BElia Baling forever in memory!

I was having a rear conversation with my mother a few hours ago and suddenly she told me that she’s gona stop sending my youngest brother from tennis lessons because he was slacking in his studies.She also told me that he friend was doing the same thing to her son also!And i was like…..what on earth?

As far as im concerned,the reason Malaysia fail to even get one freaking gold medal at the olympics is this.Parents are not supportive at things their childrens do besides studies.I admit,they give their all to raise us up into somebody but they fail to really see whats important.Im not blaming all parents but some of them!

They dont consider sports as a priority for their childrens.Sports is only seen as a minor part of their childrens life.Because their childrens enjoy doing sports more,they feel its not appropriate for them to play alot.Come on!!!
In western countrie,parents actually accept the fact if their childrens are not very bright at school.They push their childrens in sports instead.They consider sports to be an important element that could actually earn their childrens a living in future.Here in Malaysia,parents are living in denial.They use sports as bribery for their childrens to do better in their studies.If they find that their childrens arn’t doing well in studies,they bar them from sports in the name of PUNISHMENT!!

I am strongly against this.If u ask me,parents should start taking sports seriously and send their childrens to any sports class of their childrens choice to enhance our sporting level.Parents should start punishing their kids if they are not serious in their respective sports.Make a sports a serious thing.Ground your kids if they fail to do well in competitions just like parents do when kids dont do well in exams.

I am not saying its wrong for parents to force their kids to study coz education is evrything these days.If ur kids arnt that good in education,then why not emphasize on sports?
Please improve our countries sports parents!!!!

According to the Al-Quran,it is!! Nasa accidentally captured a picture of some thing or some phenomenon in outer space which resembles a red rose.Here’s the picture:

It is said that the Al-Quran states that when a red rose is found in outer space,it is a sign that the world is coming to an end.I dont know how true this statement is but it sure makes me wana save the world!!

When you actually come to think of it,a red rose in outer space isnt the real reason the worlds comin to an end is it?? Heres two pictures that tells us the whole story:

And thats only two pictures.There are so many other reasons the world is at danger.Its out choice to make the world a better place to live!!

Please comment if you know more on this topic.

Good day!!

I dont know how many of you realize this but many really famous people meet death at a very young age ranging from their 20’s to 40’s.I dont exactly know why but a constant theory that relates to this phenomenon is the stressful life of the rich and famous.They have absolutely no privacy what so ever.If a little child’s nightmare is the boogeyman,a rich and famous guy’s nightmare are the paparazzi’s.They will not stop at anything to just get a shot at celebrities and this usually obstructs the celebrities from a normal life.They cannot think of going to the mall or garden or even the cinemas without being mocked by the media.This draws an incredible amount of attention to celebrities and people know each and every thing they do.When they mess up on something,The whole world is againts them and this is something that no human being can stand.

Paparazzi’s and the media are the celebrity version of the boogeyman.

Besides that, alot of these celebrities die because of a bad life style with habits like drugs,alcohol and late nights.If a celebrity does not die of drugs or suicide,they are usually murdered mysteriously or brutally.

Here are a few celebrities who passed away at a considerably young age:

Elvis Presley:

Elvis’s cause of death was cardiac arrhythmia. While true in the strictest sense (cardiac arrhythmia basically means that the heart was beating irregularly and in this case, finally stopped), the attending physicians deliberately omitted the fact that what had apparently caused Elvis’ heart to beat irregularly and then stop was an overdose of prescription drugs. These drugs included codeine, Valium, morphine, and Demorol, to name a few.He was 42.

John Lennon:

John lennon was shot to death when he was only 40.

Jimmy Hendrix:

Jimmy hendrix actually predicted his own death five years earlier.Five years later,he drank wine, took nine Vesperax sleeping pills and then choked on his own vomit and died.He was only 28.

Bob Marley:

Bob Marley died from a malignant melanoma, a form of cancer, that was on his right toe. He could’ve avoided death with amputation, but it was against his Rastafari beliefs. The cancer spread.He was only 36.

Tupac Shakur:

Like John lennon,he was a victim of homicide at only 25.

These are only a few of many other celebrities who died tragically at very young ages.I guess god gives one and takes one away!!

Whats important is for us to live our life to the fullest and be the best person we can be while were still alive!

CHEERS!